Intense Energy

There has been such intense energy lately, along with solar flares and the Schuman literally going off the charts. It has left me feeling out of sorts, along with many physical symptoms. So many things has sifted since the new moon, on the 9th. I am seeing so many endings all around me, not only in my life but everywhere. There are so many old timelines collapsing, so much of the past is dissolving away or at least coming up so that it can be dissolved.

In my own life I have reached the ending of chapter, and the beginning of a new one. A lot of old childhood traumas have been coming to the surface for me recently. I have just had this out pouring of emotions, some of which come from a deep rooted place. I am happy to let go of the past and embrace the promises of a new tomorrow. I know many of us, like myself, are fed up with everything that has been going on. We are ready and willing to change so that we can find the happiness we desire.

I feel that we are nearing the end of this cycle in our journey, we are in a way dying. Our old selves in its entirety is dying, it’s all being burned away. We don’t need the past anymore, that’s why it’s coming up so strongly to be let go of. We need to die so that we can be reborn, just as the phoenix does. We can be reborn from the ashes of the past, as a better version of ourselves. A version that aligns with our soul’s mission, and our highest, greatest good.

I know that things are confusing right now, and you may even feel lost (I know I do) but remember why your here. Remember that you have to go through this so that you can receive everything you’ve asked for. There is no easy way to change, and it is never comfortable but it is necessary. There is a light at the end of the tunnel. Stay focused, find happiness in your day to day, be grateful and keep moving forward. It’s all about to open up for you.

 

Blessings,

Xo Faye

Shifting

I can see the shift happening all around me; even in those that who are not “spiritual” or are diligent in self-reflection. I am sure I have had this before, it is such a powerful time right now. The full moon brought massive release and new beginnings; it also opened the lion’s gate portal which has only amplified things for us.

When I did my full moon ritual several days ago, I made my husband part take, which I often leave optional for him. This moon, however, I didn’t give him the option; he wrote down everything he wanted to get rid of and we started the ritual. The full moon ritual is always a cleansing time for me but this moon was much more intense than times before, stripping every unwanted, unneeded part of me away so that only the raw truth could shine through. I must say, it was a bit overwhelming; it lead me to look into the deepest, darkest parts of myself. Which has been rather cleansing and has given me a sense of renewal. What the full moon, the lion’s gate, and the universe has given me is a blank slate; something I was told months ago in a tarot card reading. I had felt the blank slate in small bits, here and there, seeing it in my mediations and dreams but now, I feel all of it. I can sense it, feel it and practically touch it. Along with it I see a huge transformation on the horizon for all of us; we will not leave this month the same as we entered it. That I know for sure.

As for my husband, I see him evolving and growing in ways that I always knew he could but never took the time too. The full moon has helped him on a level I don’t think he anticipated. I see all his anger and worry being washed away but with it a sensitive state has settled in its place. I have told him to look deeper into that, as there is a reason why that has come to surface. I know that I am not the most sensitive person when it comes to feelings of others. I tell people how I feel, spew it all out and I feel better and am done with it. It is the true nature of a Sagittarius. I do not take the feelings of others into account, it is really only about me. So his sensitivity has been a deal of work for both of us, and perhaps that is why it has settled in. We both need to work on it together.

A lot of old stuff is being trudged up from our past so that it can be removed, I have noticed most people struggling with this, fighting it every bit of the way. Either not understanding what is happening, brushing it off, or most commonly pushing it down hoping that it will go away somehow. This is the time of self-reflection, the time of releasing old traumas, and moving away from patterns of being that no longer serve us. The time is now, the time is here for growth, expansion, and evolving. We cannot stay the same any longer, the universe and our great mother demands more of us; and they always get their way.

Awoke to a New

This morning I awoke feeling different in some way, like somehow overnight I was transformed into something new. I awoke not remembering my dreams; which is rather unusual for me. I knew that I slept hard because I don’t remember waking at all throughout the night, I didn’t even hear my husband wake up to leave for work.

As I lay there in bed, its like I am opening my eyes and seeing everything for the first time. Even though I have seen my room about a million times, something about the way I was seeing felt different, and new. I lay there quiet, and still. Not one thought in my mind, I only existed in the present moment. I feel at peace, light and free which was quite blissful.

There is a part of my mind that wants to get loud, who enjoys the chaos of worrying, and being fearful of everything but then there is the majority of myself that says “Okay, I am still here. Let’s take a deep breathe so we remember we are alive and that is simply brilliant.” All the worry and fear washes away with each breathe. Then I start to remember my dream, seemingly out of nowhere.

In my mind I start to see a painting with a stunning gold frame around it. As the painting gets closer and closer, I can see that it is my dream. There I was floating in mid- air, almost as if I was sleeping. There is a dark cloud coming toward me, it intends on stealing my light. Once the cloud of darkness gets close enough, it surrounds me. It reaches out to touch me, and just as it does a boom of this brilliant white light shoots out of me. Transforming the cloud of darkness into light. Erasing any ounce of darkness that once dwelled with in it.

Needless to say, I am experiencing a growth of some sort at the moment. With so many events happening in August I know it will definitely bring about many things, one of which I feel to be a HUGE shift toward the light. With the new moon (last night) in Leo, and this being the birthday of Leo’s everywhere there is much going on. I am thrilled to see what changelings and what rewards this upcoming month has in store for all of us.

I will leave you with this quote that popped in my head

“The light is where I celebrate, the darkness is where I find myself…”

 

Think about it

 

xoxo

At a standstill

We are only two days into the new month and already there is much beauty to be found. The birds are singing their songs, the flowers are blooming, there is a cool breeze blowing and the sun is shining. I feel light and free, expect for one thing…..

Today as I awaken from the night of rest I find myself feeling as if I have come to the end of the road. I have not lost my faith in the universe, or the positive energies that surround me; I simply feel I am at the end of the road I’ve created for myself. When I look down at my feet I see a blacktop road with grass and flowers growing all around it. When I look behind me I see the forest from which I came, and all that I have fought through to get here. I see all the lessons, and growth that I have done while in the forest, and my time there is complete (at least for now.) When I look in front of me I see a wide open filed, with tall grass and wild flowers blowing in a gentle breeze. I am not at a cross roads, I am at a standstill.

I am at a new beginning, this chapter has come to a close and this is where a new starts. When I look out into the open field of opportunity, I see so many paths I could take, but which is right for me, I am undecided. For now, I just rest, I feel the breeze touch my face so gentle, I smell the lovely scents of the flowers, I take a moment to see how far I have come, and what still needs to be done.

It is at the moment, when I feel lost. That my since of purpose has been lost to me and I know must regain what I once saw and felt so clearly. I must reinvent myself, or shed the skin that binds me. I have out grown so much in this life but what I have really changed in the physical world, I hang out with the same people, I do the same things, and I see the same things in my home every day. So with all the growth I have done, I have not changed my surroundings, maybe this is what the new chapter will bring.

For now, I am amazed at how far I have come and who I have become. There is always work to be done, but for now I am grateful for all the lessons the forest has taught me. Without which I wouldn’t be the woman I am today. Tomorrow is another day, and another step forward. I am excited to see what this next chapter holds for me.

 

Namaste.

xoxo