I have all of beautiful things and people around me but yet, I feel empty. Unsatisfied, as if I am not living up to my fullest potential; what is it inside of me that makes feel this way? I believe it to be a discontent with my spirit. I meditate, practice reiki, hoop, stay grounded but yet something is still off. I believe that something is starting to come to the surface, a huge release perhaps. I have been working on digging into my past lives so that I can get over the fears I’ve held onto for so long.
I feel as if I have only being giving half of myself to the people that surround me. I am unsure what has happened that made me begin to act this way. I have lost myself in my writings this past week, diving deep into the way I feel on a soul level. I just feel incomplete and am unsure what piece I am now missing. All that I can do is stay on this path and let it play out. I am sure there will be a lesson or growth to come from this. Things are always rain before the rainbow. I know that I am growing each day; I am not the same as I was yesterday and I will be different tomorrow than I am today. I will stay focused on the things that matter the most to be; continuing to do things that make me come alive. I will stay positive and have faith that the universe has the best in store for me. The human experience is so beautiful if you allow it to be, look on the bright side of life. There is good to come from all things, you just have to be willing to see them.