The energy around me has been different lately. I am unsure what is causing this shift in energy; I thought it could be the shifting seasons. Or it could simply be me, my energy is changing. I know that my spirit is growing and evolving. Along with this shift in energy I feel as if a piece of myself is missing. I am unsure of where it has gone or what this piece is. I do think that this could have been a part of myself that I never wanted before but now that I do I don’t know how to find it. We often give away little pieces of ourselves to others, not knowing that one day will want all of these pieces back. We build walls to keep others out, we build cages around our hearts locking them away from everyone, when we do this we lock ourselves out as well. Hiding ourselves away is easier than putting ourselves out there. In hiding there is no rejection but in hiding there is no living.
I have been so tired lately, even though I am sleeping at night my dreams have become so active that I am not resting. My dreams are like watching home movies, looking back at the memories to remember. I am supposed to remember something, what that is exactly I am unsure. I do not remember the details of my dreams, only that they are memories and they hold great importance. I had a dream two nights ago that I got a message on facebook and had a conversation with someone. I woke up thinking that was weird, that is all I remember from my dream. How can this be useful at all? I checked my phone and sure enough there was a message from facebook waiting for me. Things like this have been happening to more and more lately. Often times it happens with the phone. I will hear it ring before it dose or know who is calling before I look at the caller id. All of which I think is strange until my experience is validated by it being reality.
In the past few weeks I’ve been seeing 11:11, 1:11, 2:22, and 5:55 almost every day. It seems when I have the urge to see what time it is, it is often one of these numbers. Whenever I do see them I smile and thank the universe and the angels for their messages to me. They too validate that I am on the right path and on to manifesting new beginnings. It is always a good feeling to know that you’re on the right path, especially when you take a leap of faith and are unsure of the outcome. When I quit a job that I hated I saw these numbers and they pushed me through. Then they stopped, and now that they have started again I know they will push me through the hard times so I can get to the wonderful times.
How is everyone else feeling?? Just remember keep your head up and never stop loving. Smile, let the beauty within radiate outward.