Soul coaching thus far

Going through this soul coaching has been a rough ride already. I am at day 3 and man oh man. This book asks questions I never asked myself before,let alone thought of. It has made me think about things on such a deeper level; to face truths I was to unwilling to see. It has brought things to the surface that I didnt even know were there. I feel different today than I normally do. I feel sad as if I had been yelled at for days repeatedly over and over. As if it is on some sort of loop in my mind. Replaying over and over until I get the message. I feel like a child, weak, alone and afarid. Hiding in the corner, trying to aviod being seen. There is no happiness, no joy, only sadness. Whatever lifetime this is from it was a tragic one. They beat me down with thier words, they use them like knifes; slicing away every bit of myself love. They have done such a good job programming me; I don’t know why I believe thier lies. A release is on the way, I can feel it. As this may not be so pleasant right now the result will be worth it. You must clear out the darkness so the light can find its way in…

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